Katsup! Ketchup! Catch Up!

*facedesk* There is soooo many things I haven't told you guys because I haven't posted in so long. There was the wreck (get to that in a bit), T-cat, the holidays, new years....OIY!

So here is an episode of a soap opera called "My life":

Last time I posted I said T-cat was out the door. Well I did break up with him shortly after. It was a rough breakup, he accused me of seeing someone else (which I wasn't just to be clear here) and we argued quite a bit that night. That was on a Thursday I think. Well Friday we didn't communicate and I was thinking it was done and over. Yea it hurt like hell but I did it. Oh if only that was the case. Nothing can be simple in a soap can it now?

Saturday night, the first sat night I didn't have anything to do, I put on a movie and made some popcorn. Well 7:30 or so rolls around and I get a text from T-cat. "Spunky misses you" (spunky is the his cat). Seeing as I highly doubt the cat told him to send that, we all know what that translates to: I miss you. I told him to pet her for me. Then he texted "I don't expect a yes but if your not busy, you want to come over and do something?" I said sure, why the hell not. We decided to go to one of his friends house to go play pool. To say the least it didn't end well. Seems he still had feelings for me and he got a little jealous at the other guys there. He started getting all moody. When I asked what was wrong he just stated that I knew. Umm..no I don't, hence why I am asking. I was completely clueless at why he was mad. He told me to leave so I said fine and a string of long cuss words and called him a bad name or two. I was on my way out when he grabbed my arm and said something back (the details are a bit iffy as I was pretty upset). Then I threw a punch at him.

Hey I am feisty, what did you expect from the main character of this soap?

We stared hitting each other until one of the guys broke us up and I left in a rage. I was speeding down the road and lost control of my car. I swerved and then over corrected. Going as fast as I was I hit the curb, my car went airborne, came down, went through a bush and stopped.


Where my car landed in the first yard. You can see the impact of how I went airborne then came down.


The bushes I hit.

I started the car back up (it had stalled) and try to move it...it didn't budge. I jumped out and called T-cat on my cell. Not really necessary as he had heard the crash and was running down the street. I was scared and shaken up, but he helped me through it. The first thing he did was hug me and asked if I was okay. When I said yes and started saying how sorry he was. What a twist in the plot huh? Well the police came and talked to me. They gave me a ticket for "failure to control vehicle" after I told them about the dog. What dog you ask? The dog that saved me from a reckless driving charge. I am not going to elaborate. After such I got my car towed for a nice hefty fine of 60 bucks and T-cat slept at my house the rest of the night.

So we been back together since then. Its a really rocky relationship but I still care a lot about him. There is no way I can break up with him now. He is going to jail this Tuesday. And I know I complain about him a lot, but he has his good points and I am going to miss the ol' S.O.B. I can't stand him a lot of times but, well you know. Or maybe you don't, doesn't matter lol. When he goes he is going to be gone for quite awhile and we both know that I am not going to stick around. Its just like letting someone else break us up so no one gets hurt.

So the past month we have been togetherish and without a car.

My poor Civ-civ:

Scratches on fender, popped out turn light.


Where I hit the curb on the back tire. Ripped a hunk right outta it. The front was too gruesome to show. Lol, no I actually just never got a pick it of. It was pretty mangled tho.


The other side of the fender. Also missing the light and notice poor civ-civ's mirror dangle like a broken leg ;_;

All and all though, I feel so freaking lucky and counting the stars. I mean in so many ways this could have ended badly. What if I didn't crash there? I could have speed down to the main road, then lost control. I could have hit another car and injured someone else. The place I crashed though proved just how lucky I was that night. Where I hit the curb I could have got straight into the car parked not a few feet away. When I landed I could have rolled because I landed on a hill. Had that been a steeper hill, I am not sure I would be typing this now. My side view mirror up there. It hit a tree. Seriously I was that close to a tree. Four more inches and my car would of been totaled.

So far my car's injuries are:
Both signal units out- I found them at the crash site later, just need to tape/tie them back in.
Broken lights-Need to buy a bulb, but I already taped the hole over so water wont get in it. Won't pass inspection tho.
Messed up tires- I replaced the front back tire and have a spare on the front. I will get another as soon as I get the money.
Power steering has a leak-Got to take it to a shop.
Side mirror broke-Fixed with gorilla tape.

Thats all I know of. I need to take it to a shop when I get the money. Its not too bad though, it could have been worse. I got to go to court on the 26th and I am hope with fingers crossed that they just give me a slap on the wrist because I have it figured that they get a lot of young driver with over correction wrecks in there.

That episode over lol, the next show is a holiday special, which I will post hopefully today, I just need to upload some more pics.

Ponyo is an adorable movie =)

So I am going to cover quite a bit here today, so grab your coffee and get comfy!

First off...A general rant that you do not have to agree with in any way:

The system is corrupt but in reality there is no other way it can be. I am talking about how the tickets/fines you pay to the courts go to the state. It seems to me that this system pushes the state to "encourage" giving out more tickets. In my opinion thats why they have the cop hideaways on the interstate and unmarked police cars patrolling around. If the sight of a police car slows you down, which is the most plausible senerio, then the job of the police is done. He slowed you down. He served the public by making you and the others around you safer. JOB WELL DONE! .....but nnoooooo...then they would be able to give you a ticket and they won't have money to pay for the roof repairs the elementary school needs. So they plop an unmarked car there so you speed by. You getting my point here? This is not the way it should be. But sadly it is. I saw a button at a store that sorta relates to this and I just ADORED it! It read:
"The world will be perfect when school have all the money they need, and the army has to have bake sales to pay for bombs"
And I could be all starry eyed and start a sentence like "In a perfect would it would be like yadadadada.." but we won't even go there.


OK thats done. NEXT!

You may be wondering if the honey thing worked out. No. It didn't. The first day went well, but by the evening of the second day I was soooo hungry...I started cheating a little. Food= comfort. Sorry. It just does lol.

NEXT!

So Mr.T-cat is out the door....well soon that is :x He is been a pain in the rear the past week. He's been "feeling down" this past week which translates to "being a grumpy slob who is impossible to have a decent conversation with without getting even more grumpy". Honest to goodness every.single.conversation ends with that awkward I-am-mad-but-we-aren't-arguing- silence. I still feel bad tho, but as his rude ass would say...I need to grow so hairy balls....and get it over with.

NEXT!

I am looking for a smart, sophisticated acting but is really spontaneous at heart, cuddly yet dominate, and works well under the sheets if you catch my drift kinda guy who is 22+ (I don't do younger men ...yeeck)....seen any around?? Cuz I don't think they exist lol

NEXT...actually...I think thats about it >.< That wasn't as long as I thought it was going to be.
TTFN!

Honey how I love you so...

Let me start from the beginning...

The past week or so (starting around after halloween) I have been fighting with a bit of depression. I have been having trouble doing things I usually like doing like blogging, working on my car, and my poor camera just sits on my desk taunting me. This of course is not as bad as not being able to do things I don't like to do...like school. Its been a cycle of .."oh I can't do this" so I don't, then get a bad grade, and that fuels more of the "oh I can't do this" feelings.

So yea...that and just not feeling well. I am sure its caused by a combination of things like school stress, money issues, hormones and what not. But I am going head on to try to combat some of these issues.

First is staying in good company. As tempting as it seems right now just to stay in from the cold and read in my bed, I am trying to stay active as possible and keep talking to people (esp how I feel and stuffs). T-cat has actually been pretty helpful. He is the kind of go-getter guy I need. My car has been stressing me out for a while, but he has helped with some of that. He got me to sit down and order a new radiator and today is going to help clean my car. So that helps a little.

Another is catching up on schoolwork. This is the hardest part and I am having mega-difficulties on this. I did spend about an hour at school last week to catch up in my computer class. My english class is lacking still....so thats on my to-do list.

The last ditch effort is to start over. Atleast diet wise that is. I am officially starting my honey diet today. I am a true believer about your body and mind being connected and whatnot. Poor diet is proven to be correlated with depression and mood related issues. The past week my diet has been so wonky I can't even tell you what I have eaten...its been more of "I am hungry, that looks decent enough to eat, so I will consume lots of it"..which is horrible. I even swooped down to eating a little debbie cake last week *hides from boos* Yea I know...that bad.

So the honey diet is a short detox program. Its last three days and is not meant for weight loss, but more to cleanse your system. You are supposed to drink tea sweetened only by raw honey and to snack only on raw honey. *Raw honey has live enzymes, vitamins, and most importantly antioxidants and bacteria-killing-healing agents in it. All in all its really good for you. The tea part I think is more because raw honey is extremely sweet and I can't see anyone eating more than a few spoonfuls by it self and not getting a little queasy. Altho as you probably know green and white tea has lots of antioxidants too, so it can't hurt. Basically during the three days I will be giving my body a little break from trying to have to digest bad food and junk and to revamp itself with good vitamins and minerals while destroying the left over junk in my body.

Hopefully this will help make me feel a little better through my body. Something close to taking a long shower have a hard day at work..except on my inside lol. I got all my honey info at http://www.benefits-of-honey.com/honey-nutrition.html and man I never knew honey was so cool...even if it is bee spit :x

*Raw honey is not the amber looking stuff in the plastic bears. It has a wax color to it because its unfiltered, unprocessed and importantly unheated. That makes sure that no enzymes are killed or filtered out. You are eating what a bear would eat if he broke open a hive. For these three days I got a 14oz jar from our local natural foods co-op for about 8 dollars.

So thats my plan to stop being so down. Its almost 12 now and I am hungry and tired (I am also not allowing myself to sleep past 9:30 either). But hopefully by the end of the week I will be feeling better. I am going to go take a shower and get ready for school. Lunch will be chai red tea with honey. :)

Wish me luck on this little self expedition!

Techno Ninja Here:

Hey guys. Halloween came and went. It had its ups and downs.

Friday: I got pulled over coming back from picking T-cat up from his poker night. I was pulling onto the main road (my tires skidded a little on the wet cement) and a cop pulled up behind me. He stay right on my bumper and then pulled right up next to me for a good six blocks. Finally he put his lights on and got me to the side. So he tells me what he stopped me for, but I will tell you in a bit just so you know how much overkill and ridiculous it became:::

So he tells us why he pulled us over.He asks for mine and T-cats identification and goes back to his patrol car. (T-cat had a few drinks and was sitting in the passenger seat just FYI). Then ANOTHER patrol car pulls up. After about 5 minutes the cop comes back and ask us a few questions. Then YET ANOTHER patrol car pulls up. The cop goes to talks to them as all 5 cops get out. The cop comes back to our car and asks us to step out. We do and they tell us to dump our pockets and we get frisked. Then we get pulled over away from my car and the cop asks to search my car **I said no. So he pulls out a police dog and sniffs my tires and such. He of course didn't find anything (duh) and gives me a ticket and lets us go on our way.

So lets look back and see what we have here: THREE patrol cars, FIVE cops, TWO friskings, and ONE drug dog. Why you ask? Did I rob a bank? Did I just get done with a drug deal? Was I speeding like a maniac? No. None of the above. Then what caused all this.....My tint.

Yes. My tint was illegally dark. Anywho I thought it was a bit of fucking overkill. I mean my tint was too dark so he felt the need to search for drugs? Ooookay. The funny part was when I was getting patted down by the female cop I heard on her radio that there was a breaking and entering going on. I thought to myself "Hmmm...maybe you should be there to help them stop that and leave the 18yo with the dark tint alone" buuuuut what do I know. Maybe illegal tint is higher on VA's most wanted list. Meh.

So yea. That was my Friday night (seriously it took like an hour and a half). Then Saturday rolled around. HALLOWEEN! I slept in til like 11 lol and then got up and took a shower so I could wear my ears and tail :)

Me and T-cat were planning on going to this heavy metal band's party, but the guy we were going with couldn't go so for a few hours we had no clue what we were going to do. But then I called my Aunt and we went up to her house to hang out and play pool. It was a lot of fun. We crashed there that night. Here are some pics:



I made the porch area all creepy with the rat and my skulls, then had it looking like my mom drove over somebody.


T-cat was a troll. He waited too long to get liquid latex so he was stuck with just painting it.


Here is their dog Coco being...well being Coco. She is a goof sometimes.

**KNOW YOUR RIGHTS! If you get pulled over and the cop asks to search your car, say no. Unless he has probable cause (i.e he sees a crack pipe in your back seat) or he has your consent he can't search. If you say yes, he can search and use anything he finds against you in court (an old beer can in the back seat for example). **Also remember that even if you do give the cop permission to search, you don't have to open any locked compartments, even if they ask you to. By VA law they have to have a warrant to get into any locked compartments like your glovebox, trunk, under your hood, if you have a locked tool box, anything that requires a key to open. The reason he was allowed to sniff was technically I was parked on a public street and he wasn't doing anything directly to my property.

That's all folks! Hope you had a HOWLING GOOD WEEKEND!

cotton candy, twizzlers, double mocha coffee, more twizzlers, and some laffytaffy...

Yea...that's what I have had today. I am hyped on sugar. I need to take a shower...but I just can't seem to get upstairs to do it lol. So not much really going on.
Um...Halloween is tomorrow! Super psyched. Even tho I don't have any plans yet :[ But I will make the best of it for sure.

I get to wear my ears and tail tomorrow ^.^ One day out of the year I am not a complete totally freak. ....Altho some may argue that I am a bit too "old" to dress up on halloween. You know what I say to them...Whatev...I mean really? Pull your undies outta your bum cheeks!

Oh and I am excited about candy...I am going to see if I can't pick up a few peices. I can totally pull off 15. Which is the age limit on trick or treating. Which I think is just plain stupid.

I really don't know what else I can write about. Update: So I can't bring myself to break up with T-cat. I have concluded to just roll with the boat.

I swear there was something else I was going to blog about...but I really can't think of any one thought right now lol so Ciao!